Okay, here is the full story for those that would love to know.

I had been dating for some time now, we've had a bumpy month last month that should have been behind us which I thought so. Her parents hate me because she is younger than I but again that should have been behind us all.

On the 17th I was I was walking around her side of the town waiting for youth group to start when her step dad seen me and started to spazz out like he typically would. I had been given permission to talk to her again just that same day; I know because I still have it saved just in case something is said against that. He takes out all his frustration out on her and was hell bent on following me around in his car just to yell at me (yeah that childish and embarrassing on his part). Her two best friends Dani and Jessi was with me and had decided to check up on her while he was not there. During all of this I was with my best friend ready to head home. He see us, yells, and the two girls run off. Which we head to the school to just wait until Dani's mom came to pick her up (Being the nice person I am I didn't want two girls waiting in the dark alone).

Today, I was still allowed to talk to Sereyna but two of her "friends" came by her house when she wasn't there and told her step dad that I was flirting with Dani and her mom got it into her head that I am "sleeping" with Jessi.....yes not Dani but Jessi. Thought that it was over huh? Now, I am not allowed to talk to Sereyna once again and here is the even better part. Dani doesn't want to have contact with me because she is scared that she will get into trouble for talking/hanging out with me.

I only had 4 people that I actually hung around offline; Sereyna, Dani, Jess, and Lonnie. Now there is only one person that I can which I barely hang out with unless he is not busy, Lonnie. I don't know what I could have done that would result in all of this but well its me so I am not surprised. I go from having a great time to having nothing at all.

As of today the only thing that I can do is how my brothers friends says all artists do, "Sit around in a dark room drawing pictures smoking cigarettes" which describes me perfectly. What more can I do though? I cannot hang out with Dani or Jess anymore because I am such a bad person, I cannot talk to them because I am a bad person, and there is nothing I can do to change that either. Shame really, a summer where you just want school to start or things to be different.

There is only one thing left to do: Leave everyone alone and let things play out, I will be doing a hell of a lot more pictures and actually completing them since I will have so much free time.